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The painting Little Crow was inspired by a poem I wrote (with the same title) a couple of weeks before I began the painting.  The genus Crow includes the species of various Ravens, and they are among the world's most intelligent animals.  They are known for their black luminescence. 

My poem Little Crow is embedded within the painting and tells the story of a crow flying over and observing the black heart of a human man.  It has a discussion with God and laments the nature of the dark man. The crow acknowledges that its color is being influenced by the blackness of the human, but it pronounces its determination not to succomb to the evil influence.  It will do this by using its God-given talents.

Therefore, this painting is simultaneously dark and hopeful in both color and meaning.  

Stylistically, the painting is abstract and impressionistic.  The crow embodies the impressionistic portion of the painting while the rest is abstract.

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Little Crow, reads as follows (the italicized words are spoken by God):  

Little black bird, where have you been?

I’ve been above the treetops, mankind observing
Little black bird, what did you see?
A creature with a black heart that needs awakening
Little black crow, you are a mystery
I’m not a portent of death, but I am not snow white
It was no god that colored me black
But a man projecting his emptiness inside
He’s a man unaware of his dying
He has blinded himself; himself he is justifying
He has no heart; he seeks his own selfish longing
He tried to clip my wings
Little black bird, what else have you seen?
The trees are bleeding, and upon them the birds are feeding
The trees are leaking, and upon them the flowers are feeding
My spirit of vengeance is grounded in amending
No spirit of evil will prolong to squelch the spirit of the good
Little black bird, what are you saying?
I am a beautiful, little bird; my maker is godly
He allows me to see what I have seen
He allows me to fly and to be free
He hears my disquieting thoughts
He knows what I have felt, how I bleed
He will soon rectify; he will soon remedy
I am a little, black bird; a creature gifted
It is for nothing that the net is spread before me
I am a bird; I have wings    (December 2010) 

 
 
Upon a blue dream
I was falling for you
Falling through
If I could have a single moment
A moment awake
Just one intake
I’d close my eyes and steal a kiss from you

I know I’m not for you
You feel nothing
When I feel a hole
But if I could have a single moment
A moment awake
Just one intake
I’d want you to kiss me too

If my eyes were heavy
If my breathing slowed
If I did not have far to go
A single moment I would share
A moment awake
Just one intake
A single kiss, just one from you

In my last hour
If I knew nothing more
I’d die satisfied
Having only known a single thing from you
A moment awake
Just one intake
To have known one kiss from you                                                                                                                                 ~Rejcel
 
 
The picture of what you foresaw
I think isn’t what you see
What you thought you needed
Seems a bit blurry, doesn’t it, baby?
None of those pretty faces fill your soul
And the faces which you wish could improve
Inspire nothing physically
Woe is me
You still waver between curiosity and apathy
You are looking for a way out, or a way in
I would open my arms to you
If I did not fear what it would do to me
Haven’t you done enough already?
You’re a part of the reason for this state I’m in
I’m lost; I hope to find my way through
I pushed myself down to cement the distance of the reach
You won’t get to me, and I have to forget you.                                                                                                             ~Rejcel